i've been feeling left out, but even i know better. and though it don't seem so, i know that everything is probably alright. i'm gonna warm up my skin instead of letting anyone under. the blankets hold me down like spiders' silk. soon i'll stop making sense, though nobody would ever tell me. i'm sick of all these talking heads taking up my time and space. so i'll take care of myself, or pretend for those of you that don't already know me. i'm not strong enough to be turned down, at least as of late.

i've just been thinking a lot, or not cause i'm drinking alot. forgot how i sink like a rock and i've been wondering, what for?

i'm not sad about You, it's just another thing

shouldn't have shared my pain, but i let you hear about it. no one else to blame, you didn't care about it. just thought i'd play the game, and now i fear her name. when i awake at night confusing life and dreaming, i know my brain's not right because my nose is bleeding. ever joined the fight, i've never seen the light.

i sit at home by myself, hoping someone will come save me, but nothing feels quite real enough to get me out of bed. cause i've been feeling left out while all my friends get better. if i can't hold you down, i might as well just sink.

i've just been thinking a lot, but not when i'm drinking a lot. i'll rot cause today i forgot what made me feel alive before. i don't think i will feel alive once more.

i'm not sad about You, it's just another thing.